She was my woman, my special lady whom showed me love since the day we met. She was everything to me, I wanted nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with her... it was sometime around September when I decided to make her mine forever. I knew she would not say no, she had to know this was coming, it was about 9:30 pm and she said she would be here around 10, thats another thing I loved about her was her punctuality and professional demeanor when it came to attendance and set up time frames. I decided to go outside for a cigarette, help pass the time, I walked outside reached in my pocket for the pack, fumbled a smoke out then lit it u